Sunday, June 25, 2006

Snap.

not specifying the recipient... if you feel this pang of guilt while reading it then it's probably you.

I don't give a fruck on where and how you get all the tainted ideas about me. But that's probably how you would stumble across this entry of mine, anyway. The nosiness of you... TSKTSK. You're lucky enough that I'm sparing a tad of my precious time to even acknowledge you as somewhat--but not quite-- a nuisance (which, fyi, takes great effort if you wish to annoy an apathetic, unconcerned-unless-affected being like me), but that doesn’t make you any more-- or any less, if you wish—than a small piece of garbage I can simply overlook. Simply put: You mean NOTHING to me. Oh, in a diminutive way, you do. Your kind makes me feel even more blessed than I already am. So, thanks for that. Yet your efforts to impair a perfectly strong relationship are futile. Rubbish, I tell you. Don’t waste your time on something that’s completely out of your hands. You’re in no position to change it, not even to scratch it. All you can do is wish, and I’ll bet that won’t do either. Your life must be a complete boredom to do such acts, pestering (ineffectively) the happy people. Poor you.

I guess I've paid you enough attention (which you should know is something you don't deserve). So be grateful.

Now, shoo.



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to the people dear to me..
I love you guys the same. You may be disappointed and I understand. I want you to know though that I didn’t make myself less of a friend to you. You’re all still a big part of me.
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Friday, June 23, 2006

In these tears, to little shed
I hold your hand until the end
My, love, my life, I'm at your side
Through every step, with every stride
We both have many pains to fear
I'll cry with you, I'll die with you
But no matter what my love
I'll be right here
Through each happy pain,
Through each painful smile
I'll be hugging you, kissing you, lovingyou,
Every minute, every while
Wheter near or far away
by your side i'll always stay.
Loving you with all my heart
Until our very dying day.


- J


*this is one of the million reasons why I love him so ;) *